Red is ♥

Wohoo! get a football t-shirt from him! :D Damn it, i love that shirt so much now, not even wash it yet (put under all my shirts to prevent my dad notice it) HAHA.
Well, forgive me please :)

Randommm meh :')

Shogun @ Pyramid!

Woohoo, yesterday we had a lot of fun! What isn't really incomplete to me is, i didn't follow them watch midnight movie :( Haiz, bye bye apes :)

Our "John Quek" gang went to Shogun yesterday! What really surprised me is, all the guys are super POSER! They are damn damn funny :D And because of this, our bonding sessions are success! :)) And...welcome our new members--Tze kai and Monkey Kenny! :)

Around 3.30 i and ker xin reached pyramid and bought "something" :P And we waited for those lateee people. Haha can't believe that wei shen and hang chi are quite punctual :) And only Tze kai's appearance suit to our theme. Haha joking! Instead of keep on eating to dun-waste-our-money, we just keep on taking pictures. Well, i dun understand why that time our face can be so "thick". Everyone there just like keep on staring at us like we didn't took pictures before. And that stupid kenny keep on shouted sorry loudly to those people! I guess that family sit besides us were annoyed by us . Well, i dun care! I asked Wei Shen, and he said this is his first time to meet such people as us! Wow we are EPIC :P

But then, it is really fun! Kenny just keep on ruined his reputation by throwing tissues paper around the town and posing disguising poses. But if without him, i think this dinner will be very bored :) Tze Kai that fella also a poser too. And our cute Vren and hang chi. Haha, Jared, that holy smile :'D Wei Shen is not a camera shy too. Lucky we get to have an awesome dinner with them :') And lucky, i didn't make the wrong decision :)
And later, we simply took few cakes and sang birthday songs for kerxin and chye. Haha! What a day! :)

We really enjoyed and precious it very much :)
I am so lucky , i found you guys who made me smiled :)
and here pictures!! Credit to Ker Xin and me hoho

I LIKE THIS PIC SOMEHOW :D

5A LALA POSE! :D

POSER!!

THIS IS FUNNYYYY XD

Me & my sis :)

It is AWESOME! :)

Looking forward to our Penang Trip :3

What a day.

Today should be a happy day since exams are over. But now i dunno why i can't even smile. Only when watching drama, i can laugh because of the story line. What for i waiting for this day? It is like suddenly a lot of bad things come across. I should can handle it! But today i just can't handle. After that shocking news, then is that two people. You people are damn funny. Then my dad didn't want to buy something because need what discount and .. Fine. Actually it is really not a big case. But i just having a super bad mood today. I hope i can forget that things. Well, hope when i am wake at the next morning, everything is better :)

I don't feel the same

Another awesome song wanna recommend for you :))
A quite nice song and perfect voice from Thomas Godoj :D

P/s. Just listen the song, ignore the pictures in the video :) it is weird :D

Enjoy~ :D

Trials.

Phew, still have three more days and my suffering weeks will over! Yahoo! Well, tomorrow is Bio paper 1 and maths 2 :/ God bless me.
Well, i prepared this trials for one month before the exams. But it seems still doesn't really work. I think i have to start hardcore now to get straight A's in my SPM. My aim is all straight A +. I can do it!
Every subjects are still okay except Physics :/ My paper 3 sucks. And my Biology paper 2 too. Shit man, i did wrong one whole question. Pain :(
But, what makes me still so happy and stress-less is because of two things. One is my dear Ah Shee and another is my GANG~ Well, the John Quek gang yea haha! We had laughed and smiled the whole saturday and sunday this few weeks. I seriously miss that moment :) Aww i am seriously looking forward for the dinner! :)
And Aha! This what happened these few days. My friends fighting. They are just so cute like a couple hahha! When i saw they get back to each other, i laughed like hell. They are just so funny! :D And and and! Our gang's new "couple"s! Jovyn and wei shen and ker xin and kenny! hoho. Damn funny :)))

Today just went to McD to study and another objective is to see he working! :D First time saw him sweat so profusely. Heartache when he was exhaust. :( Just hope he don't overwork. :)) Hehe!

Well, it is time to continue my studies :D I promised him to sleep at 12am. Haha, i missss him :')

no promises...

A sad song. A song that i love so much.
The lyrics and the mv are so touching. It is worth for everyone's tears.
I just wanna die in your arms...here tonight.

After a whole busy day, try to find something to relax yourself. Listen a sad song will do. A best song recommend to you. Cherish your present one. Don't try to let go.Because you will regret when he/she is disappear from your life.

Suddenly feel like telling this short sweet story.
Every night before sleep, a two old couples will say I LOVE YOU to each other. Because they do not know that whether they still can wake up at the another morning.

At least, your last word to her/him, is I love you..

Lyrics:
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

无助

我不知道，爸爸发生了这么回事。不如说，是我们家发生了这么回事。其实说起了解，我怎么不了解心儿的故事呢。她的一番话，又令我想起我现在最不愿想起的事。
有时，好想忘了就忘了。
但，怎么忘了，都还在脑海里。
哎呀，怎么回事嘛。朋友们一定问。没事啦。
真的，说出一件痛苦的事，真的需要好大、好大的勇气。与其不想说，不如说是不敢说。我好怕，一说了就崩溃。我也不想被朋友说成懦弱。说不定，我就是懦弱。
我好希望你们能了解，但我不说，你们怎么了解？
所以，多么痛苦，我也不会耍性格。因为你们都不了解。
我说不出口。
也开不了口。
因为我也不知要从何说起。

我现在处于一个很为难的状态。。真的很为难。
又要配合这里，也要配合那里。你愿意帮忙，我真的很开心，但是。。我真的不需要你的怜惜，我只需要你的关心。可能，是不是我在小题大做？哈哈。你们不了解那种痛吧。
因为你们太幸福了。真的。超羡慕的。
还有，对不起。。

我其实也做不到什么。只是，很内疚、内疚。。我总是无形中伤害了我的家人。对不起，我之前不明白你们所面对的问题。他们很坚强，从不在我们面前崩溃。默默努力。还试着不让我知道。你们不是让我更难过吗。我也很想跟你们分担。

我真的不知道怎么做。我很无助。
无助得让人想痛哭。

说真的，你没经历过那种痛，你不会理解。