过了这么久
还是不断重复问自己。
我是否真的做对了决定
每当看见朋友在面子书上上传新照片
心里总是想自己是不是
错过了什么
到底
未来重要 还是
现在重要

可能 我选择了前者
但我却不快乐

但是若说我在这里不快乐
却是假的
怎么可能不快乐
这里有一堆和你同病相连的朋友

可能是 离开了
才会珍惜
却总是放不下
所谓的自尊

中秋节快乐。

没有爱人 没有家人 没有知己

和朋友度过
却怎么
好孤独
好寂寞

好想回家 好想。

Ah Chye's big day // Reunion

Ah Chye's big day // Reunion 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Chyeee Yeeeoh :)

Hope you like the 'surprise' party that we made HAHA.

I <3 chye="" haha="" td="">

It is August! Hardly believe more than half of 2013 is gone just like that. Time seriously flies without waiting anyone. But what now I concern more is my allowance! When Najib gonna bank in my allowance? I'm partially broke now. 

Well, it is holiday! But I didn't sense any holiday mood because of the mountain of assignments. It is shitty when you found that some of your friends almost done their work and left you the one did nothing. Perghh why there are homework during holiday? It is so unfair my high school friends all having complete holidays now. 

And so so so, high school friends reunited. :')

Maybe someone will say, why call out who who who only during on birthday party? 

I guess that's only the best way to meet up each other. Chit-chatting each other like we used to be. 

I missss high school life. 

Without any worries and irritation.

With a bunch of crazy, awesome-ness friends.

The best of the best.

With Yappie!

Vyn Vyn 

Chye chye

Kennyy

Cute V

Jaredddd 

Henry Koh? 

I didn't say that Penang's college friends ain't good enough. Maybe ain't close enough?

There still have 4 years to go. I believe I'll miss them badly too after we graduate.

Here's some pictures with them :)

Peek a booo!

Owh, it is 4.06am.

Time to sleep huh.

Nights, world :)

曾经太過年轻 却绝对真心
我给的爱始终任性
不懂花开只一次的爱情
曾经太過年轻 泪纯真透明
你的坚定 我仍然还
相信

你, 还是你

看着他的肩膀, 让我想起了你那温暖的肩膀。
到处都是你的影子。
真的好想你。
但,
我好怕, 真的好怕,
又会重蹈覆彻。
我怕,
我承受不起,
我怕,
我接受不了。
怎么办?
你的影子多得眼花缭乱。
好怕自己疯掉。
好怕自己舍不得。
好怕你离开我。
好怕自己又一个人。
我是不是疯了。

我想离开 我想离开 可是我还期待
假面的告白
对自己 不坦白

还是朋友吗?

还是朋友吗?

说我不难过, 说我看得开,

肯定是假的。

我现在好难过, 好想哭。好想跑到老公身边哭。

其实不能怪任何人。

明明就是自己的问题。

但是亲耳听见的感觉, 好可怕。

我万万没想到会轮到自己的一天。

不, 不是一天,

而是很久了。

其实早就猜到了,

只是不愿去接受。

现在的我, 像迷了路的羔羊,

站在十字路口的中央,

无可去从。

我应该要怎么做。

.

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling.
Do you feel my heart beating,
Do you understand.

missing him.

Missing Him.

I miss him, at such midnight. 

Outing, eat, movies and sleep are my daily routine during holidays. 

And I did something I never do before and first time did something that he don't like. Photo shooting.  

As usual, we still always having fights. But at least we knew how to handle and settle it. 

Apologize will not lower your standard or pride, but that shows how much you care about him or her.

Met quite a lot number of old friends. Awh, why I'm much more comfortable with them even with someone that not closeee at all compare to my friends there.

And of course, no one at there cares about me.

Watched plenty of anime. Became an otaku once again. 

And finally ordered new pair of spec for myself after 7 years. My eyesight power didn't increase too much within this 3 or 4 years. Thanks to my lens. 

Outing tomorrow. Meeting up with my babes. Can't wait to see them like seriously. And also my love.

He is having exams now. Good luck and try your best yea. I love you.