曾经太過年轻 却绝对真心
我给的爱始终任性
不懂花开只一次的爱情
曾经太過年轻 泪纯真透明
你的坚定 我仍然还
相信

你, 还是你

看着他的肩膀, 让我想起了你那温暖的肩膀。
到处都是你的影子。
真的好想你。
但,
我好怕, 真的好怕,
又会重蹈覆彻。
我怕,
我承受不起,
我怕,
我接受不了。
怎么办?
你的影子多得眼花缭乱。
好怕自己疯掉。
好怕自己舍不得。
好怕你离开我。
好怕自己又一个人。
我是不是疯了。

我想离开 我想离开 可是我还期待
假面的告白
对自己 不坦白

还是朋友吗?

还是朋友吗?

说我不难过, 说我看得开,

肯定是假的。

我现在好难过, 好想哭。好想跑到老公身边哭。

其实不能怪任何人。

明明就是自己的问题。

但是亲耳听见的感觉, 好可怕。

我万万没想到会轮到自己的一天。

不, 不是一天,

而是很久了。

其实早就猜到了,

只是不愿去接受。

现在的我, 像迷了路的羔羊,

站在十字路口的中央,

无可去从。

我应该要怎么做。

.

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling.
Do you feel my heart beating,
Do you understand.

missing him.

Missing Him.

I miss him, at such midnight. 

Outing, eat, movies and sleep are my daily routine during holidays. 

And I did something I never do before and first time did something that he don't like. Photo shooting.  

As usual, we still always having fights. But at least we knew how to handle and settle it. 

Apologize will not lower your standard or pride, but that shows how much you care about him or her.

Met quite a lot number of old friends. Awh, why I'm much more comfortable with them even with someone that not closeee at all compare to my friends there.

And of course, no one at there cares about me.

Watched plenty of anime. Became an otaku once again. 

And finally ordered new pair of spec for myself after 7 years. My eyesight power didn't increase too much within this 3 or 4 years. Thanks to my lens. 

Outing tomorrow. Meeting up with my babes. Can't wait to see them like seriously. And also my love.

He is having exams now. Good luck and try your best yea. I love you.

Examssss

EXAMSSSSS

Good morning! Another day with studiesss. Honest speaking studying is pretty much better compare to assignments peak.  However, I still get annoyed by the subjects that I have to exam soon, er day after tomorrow. It is freaking hard and I don't really understand what the text book trying to say. Anyway I have to blog next time maybe after my exams. Good luck to every STPMsss and ALEVELsss (:

尔康● 紫薇

尔康● 紫薇

他们的爱情, 没有小燕子和五阿哥的轰轰烈烈; 他们的爱情, 没有情儿和萧剑的难分难舍。他们的爱情, 没有夏雨荷和乾隆的凄凉可悲。

他们的爱情, 就那么普通, 那么的细水长流, 那么的相敬如宾, 那么的可歌可泣  。

他们分开的日子已有过半年。二人身出异地, 平日只能用互联网相见。男方比女毕业得早半年,  比女的更早开始进入社会。忙碌的生活似乎不能让相隔一片大海的他们时常联络。终于, 女方熬了过来, 终于毕业了,期待着和他见面的他却被无情的家人反对了。一个女孩子家怎能千里迢迢去找人家。为了家里安宁, 女孩选着留在家里, 和他继续相隔一片海洋。但,他们不感到难过, 不感到寂寞,一有机会就上网相谈,平平淡淡的。没有任何浪漫, 轰轰烈烈。无论对方如何忙碌, 男孩还是定时和她通电话, 定时和她在网上相见。

终于,女孩要去做工了。期待着政府将自己派到和男孩靠近的地方。凭着自己优越的成绩, 绝对没问题。希望越大, 失望也大。虽然被派到比较靠近的地方, 至少不用再隔一片大海, 但, 彼此的路程却只能靠坐飞机才能见面。女孩崩溃了。没什么熬了那么久, 却到头来还是相见不了。

看着他们一路走过来的路, 身为旁观者都忍不住鼻酸了起来。坚强的他们, 一定可以越过重重难关, 然后幸福地在一起。我真心希望他们一切顺利。