Jovyn's sweet 18th!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VYN. HOPE YOU HAD A BLAST :)

那些日子。

那些日子。

听着抒情的音乐，想起好久没有写部落格了。
突然，想起五年前，那些犯贱的日子。

曾经，为了引起他的注意。做了好多不堪回首的愚蠢的事。
不量量自己的多少斤斗。
到头来，
除了受伤的是自己，还是自己。
从头到尾，
明明知道自己是替代品，
就是不愿相信，
就是不愿接受，
接受自己的可笑，
相信自己的可悲。

曾经的承诺，到最后变成了什么？
成了只有我一个人傻傻地
期待着。
曾经说爱我，曾经说要照顾我一生一世，曾经说要成为我的唯一。
只是，纸上谈兵。
我写了多少封流着泪的信，
但永远都不会寄出。
一直以为，我能够将和他的距离拉近，
但反而，和他越走越远。
他使我，
不再相信爱情。
最熟悉的陌生人。

终日以泪洗脸。
为了一个，不对的人，
真是犯贱。

我们的相遇是对的时间，但我们彼此并不是对的人。

该来的都会来，该走的全会走，别抗拒，别挽留，别不舍，别担心，不要苦苦留恋逝去的东西，因为那本就不属于你。

因为他，让我遇见了我最爱的他。
我不后悔遇见上多少错的人。
至少，
我终于遇上了对的人，
遇上了属于我的人。

经历了痛苦、难过、挫折、眼泪。
仍坚定不移。

如果两个人注定要在一起，最终他们总会找到方法找回彼此。

我们总是为了一丁点的事大吵大闹，
但，最后总是吵着道歉，吵着成为做错的一方。
我爱过好多人，
每个都是刻骨铭心。

虽然他不是我第一个遇见的人，
但是，
他会成为我最后一个遇见的人。

那些疯狂的日子，
那些甜蜜的日子，
那些痛苦的日子。

铭记于心。
美好的回忆，永远都不会忘记。

不要找一个可以感动你的人，而要找爱你的人。爱不是感动，而是成全。

Beauty and A Beat

Beauty and A Beat

Justin Bieber is my love's first hater. But honest speaking I like Justin's musics. They are simply amazing and awesome. Pray, As long as you love me, Beauty and A Beat, Never say never and more. Currently in love with Beauty and A Beat ;) 

Show you off
Tonight I wanna show you off 
What you got
A billion could've never bought 

We gonna party like it's 3012 tonight
I wanna show you all the finer things in life
So just forget about the world, we're young tonight
I'm coming for ya, I'm coming for ya

Cause all..
I need, is a Beauty and a Beat
Who can make my life complete
It's all..
Bout you, when the music makes you move
Baby do it like you do
Cause..

[Beat break]

Body rock,
Girl, I can feel your body rock (aye,aye,aye)
Take a bow, you on the hottest ticket now (aye,aye,aye)

We gonna party like it's 3012 tonight
I wanna show you all the finer things in life
So just forget about the world, we're young tonight
I'm coming for ya, I'm coming for ya

Cause all..
I need, is a Beauty and a Beat
Who can make my life complete
It's all..
Bout you, when the music makes you move
Baby do it like you do

[Nicki Minaj]
Uh, Uh
In time, ink lines, b-bitches couldn't get on my incline
World tour, it's mine, ten little letters, on a big sign
Justin.. Bieber, you know Imma hit 'em with the ether
Buns out, weiner, but I gotta keep an eye out for Selena
Beauty, Beauty and the Beast
Beauty from the east, beautiful confessions of the priest
Beast, beauty from the streets, we don't get deceased
Every time a beauty on the beats
(Body rock, girl, I wanna feel your body rock)
(Yeah, Yeah, yeah, Let's go, Let's go!)

Cause all..
I need, is a Beauty and a Beat
Who can make my life complete
It's all..
Bout you, when the music makes you move
Baby do it like you do

Cause... 

阴天

最近天气时好时坏。总是下雨。
心情莫名其妙
也被它影响了

虽说
雨过天晴
但
心中的乌云
挥之不散

好久
没有这种感觉了

好想
微笑

好想
哭

却怎么也扬不起嘴角，
怎么也落不下眼泪。

明天
过了明天
一切就结束了
一切，一切。
就连你
也一起结束了。

Weeeweeee

Weeeweeee

It has been long time since I last updated my blog :) Well, these few days busy preparing for exams. 

4 MORE DAYS TO HOME! 

I can't wait to meet him, my friends and everything from Subang. Homesick seriously attacked me badly. SPM and STPM start by today, the best wishes from me to all my friends who sit for it. Fighting! 

This mixed feeling getting stronger when the date to home is getting nearer. I miss my home so much yet, I can't believe I started to miss here too. I found someone important here, friends and more. From here, I learned a lot. I am afraid when we having the long sem break, we will forget about each other. Forget the moments between us. From here, I also learned how to independence instead of keep on relying on him and burden him. But yet, still making a lot of rubbish and made him worried. Sigh. Typical me haha.

Study mode off, work mode onz.

Screw exams, studying from the very morning till the very night. I am fedup of books. Urgh.
The target of mine before 2013, is to buy a new mobile phone for myself! Xperia? or Samsung? My dad said that he wont sponsor a single money to help me, so I guess I have to work? Well, I think it is not a bad thing if I manage to work at pyramid with him <3 nbsp="nbsp">

Almost 5 months at here. Seriously, there are plenty of sweet memories haha. I must recorded it somewhere deepest part in my heart and will not forget the every moments of us. I was so shocked when the moment you talked to me and said, "I guess we're already a gang." haha, I'm sorry I'm just so easily get touched! 

Hey, if you saw this. Although you said before this is not my style, but the somehow I still wanted to say out aloud. THANK YOU very much. Without you and them, I guess I can't stay longer at here. :)

To myself.. FIGHTING!!! GAMBATEH!!

Annual dinner -- 忆

Annual dinner

忆

This is the first time I participate an annual dinner with friends that came from different cities. Although at first we were forced to go and I was not happy for it, moreover that night ended with laughs and joys.

I'm looking forward for next year's dinner. :)

With Xyan 

Sakai Ling <3 div="div">

Stephy :DD

Ann :D

With RBTs 

Won ;)

Bear bear hahahha :D

Lucky Draw!! Can't believe I'm that lucky! :D

My beloved classmates :D

All the pictures with my classmates are still not uploaded yet :( 

Another interesting night :)

Dilemma

Stop it, girl.
It is forbidden. But somehow still willing to intoxicate in it.
Maybe that's only an alternative way, to release.
I miss him so much. I afraid I'll go crazy one day.
I must go back home. I must.