no promises...

A sad song. A song that i love so much.
The lyrics and the mv are so touching. It is worth for everyone's tears.
I just wanna die in your arms...here tonight.

After a whole busy day, try to find something to relax yourself. Listen a sad song will do. A best song recommend to you. Cherish your present one. Don't try to let go.Because you will regret when he/she is disappear from your life.

Suddenly feel like telling this short sweet story.
Every night before sleep, a two old couples will say I LOVE YOU to each other. Because they do not know that whether they still can wake up at the another morning.

At least, your last word to her/him, is I love you..

Lyrics:
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

无助

我不知道，爸爸发生了这么回事。不如说，是我们家发生了这么回事。其实说起了解，我怎么不了解心儿的故事呢。她的一番话，又令我想起我现在最不愿想起的事。
有时，好想忘了就忘了。
但，怎么忘了，都还在脑海里。
哎呀，怎么回事嘛。朋友们一定问。没事啦。
真的，说出一件痛苦的事，真的需要好大、好大的勇气。与其不想说，不如说是不敢说。我好怕，一说了就崩溃。我也不想被朋友说成懦弱。说不定，我就是懦弱。
我好希望你们能了解，但我不说，你们怎么了解？
所以，多么痛苦，我也不会耍性格。因为你们都不了解。
我说不出口。
也开不了口。
因为我也不知要从何说起。

我现在处于一个很为难的状态。。真的很为难。
又要配合这里，也要配合那里。你愿意帮忙，我真的很开心，但是。。我真的不需要你的怜惜，我只需要你的关心。可能，是不是我在小题大做？哈哈。你们不了解那种痛吧。
因为你们太幸福了。真的。超羡慕的。
还有，对不起。。

我其实也做不到什么。只是，很内疚、内疚。。我总是无形中伤害了我的家人。对不起，我之前不明白你们所面对的问题。他们很坚强，从不在我们面前崩溃。默默努力。还试着不让我知道。你们不是让我更难过吗。我也很想跟你们分担。

我真的不知道怎么做。我很无助。
无助得让人想痛哭。

说真的，你没经历过那种痛，你不会理解。

Last activity of Chinese Society! ♥

 29/7/2011, Chinese Society 2011 finally ended happily.

Seriously, this year is the most happiest year in my school life :)

Thankieww, Chinese Society's ajkss and  juniorss  ♥

I lovee you guys!

Again, CHINESE SOCIETY ROCKS.

我爱华文学会！

our cute future chinese society's leaders' performance :)



form 5's performance :)





They did for me <3



cam whore ~











Juniors made for us :)



 ♥ ♥ 

Hmmp! :)

I am just so so so lazy to update my blog :(
But suddenly have the feeling to do so :P
PEOPLE! Click on my newwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww hamster ! He is damn cute! *excited*

Okay..off to study now. Trial exam soon, i really don't want to disappoint my parents again.

YOSH, GAMBARIMASSU :)

well~ feel like posting this up :P

 CARNIVAL MOMENT :D

my ♥

she is preeeeeeeetty :D

stupid Nick :P

my junior~ :D

St Johnssssss

My JUNIORS! :D

Xin er Rock star :P

Ohh noo..

miss THEM! :D

I MISS THAT DAY :D

So sad didn't take pictures with Kerxin, Chye and Jovyn :'(

BEST YEAR OF MY SCHOOL LIFE :)

JAPAN CULTURAL CLUB, YOU ROCKS :D

送给最美丽的她～

看到她的难过和无奈，甚至无助，我都无能为力。。说实话，我和她虽然已是十多年的好友、又是学会的好拍档，我真的不了解她的心思、她的难过、她的难处、她的不悦。我，可不是她的好朋友嘛～可能只是她生命中还算重要的过客吧。

有时候，我们都看不到她的另一面。另一面被她小心翼翼地藏起来了，绝不让别人看到。只能在事情发生以后，在无意间看到她的部落格或日记上看到她的留言，才仓惶发现，我们不小心伤害她了。她貌似很坚强，也很强大。我还曾经称她为我的大树，为我遮风挡雨的大树。但是，她的内心，却比小女人更弱小。但，这位小女人却勇敢地站起来，不止是为我遮风、还为大家挡雨。无论我们无意伤害她多深，她仍然默默守护我们。她，不止伟大，还很美丽。
我们身在低处，总是不了解上边的辛苦。她默默地承受老师方面的压力，回来后还要承受我们对她指点指语。我们只懂得批评她的不好，但她的努力，却没有人理会。成功了，是大家功绩；失败了，是她的安排不好。对不起哦，我们没顾及你的感受。
她难过了，却找不到朋友安慰。同班的可能都在忙各忙的；最知心的朋友，又不在同班。

有时，在匆匆的生活中，总是不小心忽略了她。
好内疚哦..
但却又做不到什么..
我只能在她身边做她的朋友，不要伤害她。
但，她仍是那么坚强。
她的一切使到她变得如此强悍、如此美丽。

MINI JAPAN FESTIVAL~

GUYS! COME AND SUPPORT THE 1ST JAPAN CULTURAL CLUB IN SELANGOR! :D

ARIGATOU GOZAIMASSU~ :)))

お誕生日おめでとう, 赤西仁 ♥

I just can't can't believe! WE BOUGHT KAT-TUN BREAK THE RECORD 2010 DVD CONCERT :D
Gosh, Jin is just so pretty handsome :)
Well, JIN'S BIRTHDAY JUST OVER! ♥ 


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIN!
This is the 4th years, i celebrate your birthday :) and i believe, it will keep on continue till no end :) 
I still clearly remember, 17th of July in 2010, you broke my heart
And those shattered pieces of my heart will never stick back as perfect as past. But, i still chosen to believe you, and support your decision. :)
I choose to ignore what you did, and started wars with KAT-TUN's fans which can't accept his sudden decision. Although i know, you did such a wrong decision.

If you've forgotten how to laugh
I'll come to your side
Pose as a pierrot to make you merry

Be hopeful (Don't look back)
Now is the rising sun (Step by step)
Break the darkness (Keep wishing)

You're not alone
Your friends are with you
Don't look back stand up now and start afresh

Can you hear it
We will make you smile
Just smile

Bit by bit gather all the gentleness together
See, the flower of courage has blossomed
Yes, for you,
until faraway, to reach you,
the flower has blossomed

Even if separated we're still one heart
Dreaming about the same tomorrow
Hold tight hand in hand
It won't happen a second time

Joyfulness (Don't look back)
Imagine it (Step by step)
Your smiling face (Keep wishing),
I wish to see

It is alright just as it is
Don't be impatient
Because I'll embrace you with these feelings

Once again
we will make you smile,
just smile

Wipe away the tears that you've had till now,
See, the flower of courage has blossomed
Yes, for you,
until faraway, to reach you, no matter where

No matter where, no matter where

Where are you now
What are you doing
I can hear it

Muster up the courage
We miss you
We love you

Can you hear it
We will make you smile
Just smile

Bit by bit gather all the gentleness together
See, the flower of courage has blossomed
Yes, for you,
until faraway, to reach you,
the flower has blossomed

But, you didn't fail to make me happy back :)
Your first solo concert did a great job and it is seriously a splendid performance. 
You had proven to everyone and me, that, your decision is right.
Yea you are right, Jin :)
I forever support you :)
And you helped me proven that, i support you, is correct :D


But the way, when now i listen to this song, i cried when i saw the lyrics.
It is a message from KAT-TUN to japan's earthquake victims. But i believe it is also a message to jin :)

We miss you

We love you

Jin, proud of yourself! You have such awesome members. The forever 5 members.

Handsome but shy Kamenashi Kazuya

Macho but cute Koki Tanaka

Lame but kind Taguchi Junnosuke

Cute and smexay Ueda Tatsuya

Funny but lovely Nakamaru Yuichi :)

The forever KAT-TUN :D

tooooook pictures with Jinjinss :D


finally.. BTR! :))

again...


HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY JINJIN