Wish u're here

Valentine's

2012-02-15T06:42:00.000-08:00

Valentine's

My Mooooooooooo :)

♥

and my Chatime! :p so yeah, I am another Chatime freaker! :D

Oh yeah. I found that I am quite interested tn photography. Haha, the pics looked pretty good (whatIamtalkingdamnperasan)

and another test :)

Rawr. I miss my sampats friends :(

Last but not least, I love my boy :) Happy belated Valentine's day dear ♥

♥

2012-02-11T06:49:00.000-08:00

♥

Cause there'll be no sunlightif I lose you, babyThere'll be no clear skiesif I lose you, baby

my girls ♥

boyss ♥

A fun day :)

Mooooo

2012-02-07T07:44:00.000-08:00

I ♥ Moo

It is damn yummy :) It tasted so Baskin Robin but only in yogurt form. Gonna eat that again next time :3

love one.

You will be fine :) Dont worry :) Thank you for everything :3

Next is me and my pretty sis :)

a trip to Zoo Negara with my beloved family. It is lame but still fun :)

JIN AKANISHI SEASON

2012-01-29T00:23:00.000-08:00

JIN AKANISHI.

Sun Burns Down

Seasons

Watch here.

When singing Real face :D
That's cute tho.

Mon Amour ♥

2012-01-27T08:05:00.000-08:00

Mon Amour ♥

NEXT . STOP

2012-01-23T05:12:00.000-08:00

NEXT . STOP

Working :)

2012-01-16T04:57:00.000-08:00

Working :)

Rawr, i worked as teacher for two weeks already! Time flies! Although it is really tiring and sometimes really made me upset, but I afraid i will miss those kids when i leave them. They are seriously noisy and so not respectful. But, they always make me smile :) Girls always do something for me. Those letters and hand-made basket. Guys always make me sad, but they like to make me happy back. I hate kids. This is my thought from last time till now. But, somehow they are too cute to make me to remind that.
Conclusion is, what only makes me regret to teach is the stupid teachers meeting that around for 3 hours :( And i love all others than that :)
Off to bath now.

Loveeesss :)

2012-01-14T06:02:00.000-08:00

Loveeesss :)

Good luck in NS Soo Jue Theng! :D Will miss you always yo :D

Pretty Hazel :)

Meet Hui Lin! Please don't wear high heels anymore! You are too tall! :p

Skinny Kerxin :p Why you go Taylors' :(

I misss u Jovyn :'(

♥

Meet my love :)

Good luck in everything ya :)

4056830968

2011 ♥

2011-12-23T07:25:00.000-08:00

2011 ♥

Time flies. And now is December! Next month onward i gonna start my part-time job as a daycare teacher. Hmm, still can't believe that SPM is over. Still clearly remember that the moments that i took PMR's results. Haha. When i took the result of UPSR and PMR i cried like shit. I wonder whether this time will i cry? I rather cry if my result is awesome D: I won't expect too much but i still hope that my result are more than what i expected. Er, ish stop the topic of exams. It will spoil my mood :( Well, this year is another awesome year!

Here's the pictures of what happened this year!

21 Jan

Chinese Society 1st meeting :)

28 Jan

Chinese Society 1st activity :) Not really success but was a good start :')

1 Feb

Went Times square with sampats :)

25 Feb

meeeeeeting!

6 March

Moral tuition!

8 March

testing of Jovyn's new camera

11 march

Im so pwetty :p

18 March

One day camp testing

31 march

Japanese Cultural Club!

1 April

passed singing audition!

11 May

Mah lovely Birthday :)

28 May

The 1st and success One day camp :)

1 April

One day trip ♥

10 June

Chinese Society BBQ party

20 June

Camp fire night :)

23 June

Senior page

30 June

Monash University

14 July

Bon Odori workshop

17 July

Carnival ~ JCC

One year anniversary

23 July

singing contest

29 July

Chinese society farewell party

27 Aug

Shogun gang!

28 Oct

Prom Night

9 Dec

redbox :3

12 Dec

Penang trip :)

Awesome year. I guess i will miss Seafield :')

thyeway is cute

2011-12-23T04:26:00.000-08:00

THYEWAY IS CUTE

Penang ~ The forever memories.

2011-12-19T03:52:00.000-08:00

Penang ~ The forever memories.

The best holiday of form 5 :) We went to Penang with those unexpected peoples. I still clearly remember, when I was distributed to 4A. I was so not willingly. Unhappy and a lot of complains. But today, we went to Penang with my beloved classmates! Seriously, they are so awesome. Eventually, i love my class so much. We are awesome yo! 12th is the best starts of the holiday after SPM. We went for 3 days 2 nights. Short but meaningful!

urgh, I hate Mcd :p Cheated my first 10rm :p

Wee Shen the boy who loves eat chicken

This picture looks so natural :) LIKE

damnnn cute :3

annoying MONKEY!

♥

Jared the forever missing-in-action :p

tell you, guys are even more poser than girls!

Wei Shen the PHOTOCHROMIC!

Happy Belated Birthday Jovyn, Kenny and Wei Shen :)

Jovyn

Kenny the annoying monkey that loves orange!

KerXin

Chye

Vren the so-called-tour-guide

HangChi that can sleep-anywhere-cute-boy

PENANG. WE SHARED THE SAME MEMORIES :)

星を追う子ども

2011-12-01T03:45:00.000-08:00

追逐繁星的孩子星を追う子ども

影片讲述了少女明日奈无意间从父亲的遗物、一台老式收音机中听到奇妙的音乐，就此离开现实世界，踏上了冒险的旅程。还不懂得失去意义的少女、决定放手却还不能释怀的大人、以及失去故土无家可归的异国少年，在这场相遇和离别的旅途中，等待着他们的究竟会是什么呢？为帮助大家更深入了解影片，片方还公布了几个核心的关键词：失去后的选择、面向年轻观众的幻想曲、少女的身体、无家可归的少年、做出了不同寻常选择的成年人。主人公明日奈在开场部分说道“想要再一次听到那个人的声音”，而这句话恰好和影片的英文名《Children Who Chase Lost Voices from Deep Below》相吻合，随后她和一名成年男子相遇拥抱，令人不禁猜想这个男子便是明日奈去世的父亲。最后画面上打出了“这是一场为了说再见而开启的旅程”

copy from http://movie.douban.com/subject/4246125/

我为什么看这部动漫是因为它的主题很吸引人。尤其是英文名，Children who Chase Lost Voices from Deep，我一看了就先入为主，觉得这部动漫述说女主角为了瞬到地下，经历一大堆紧张，刺激的冒险，重遇瞬，说声再见。我一直以为这是一部说再见的旅程。只是他妈的到后来瞬怎么才出现那么一点啊！！大叔抢完风头啦！这部动漫其实也没说清楚瞬和心到底是什么人，为什么会接到任务，又说自己流浪。有点不明。但瞬的出现太震惊了，偶是瞬的粉丝啦！长发少年萌毙了！但是画面非常唯美，星空太漂亮了。画功对我来说还挺不错！但。。。真的有点抄袭宫崎骏的动漫 :/ 尤其是那艘飞船（忘了名字）和当心和菜在顺流而下的瀑布十指紧握。好像哈尔的移动城堡和千与千寻。
但是整体还挺好看的！是我最爱魔幻动漫（笑）
值得推荐 :)

瞬大爱啊！

瞬的弟弟，心。但是到后来却不清楚到底他是心还是瞬 -.-

萌～

无可否认，画面非常唯美 :)

看这么多人喷追逐繁星的孩子,我觉得,是你们生活得太美好,缺少了对某一些东西的共鸣.

秒五和千与千寻都是神作.我们没必要把现今的作品和神作相比.就像新交了新的女朋友不能老眷恋以前的一样.
毕竟,生活总要在继续的.我们不能抱着秒五看80年.
我来说下<追逐繁星的孩子>
1.出色的画面.光和影处理得非常好.融入了新海诚和宫老的元素.
2.出色的表情和动作.心和明日香躲避夷族,心让明日香的那一段.可以和<穿越时空的少女>那一跃相媲美.
3.出色的音乐.为了确认瞬还活着而狂奔向山顶的那段音乐.神配啊...
<追逐繁星的孩子>想表达什么呢?
是人类的残忍和无知?是对生死放不开的执念?是人类的各种寂寞,还是人与人之间的羁绊呢?
都有...
灯亮着以为妈妈已回家兴奋的飞奔过去而后发现空空如也的房间时明日香的寂寞,幸福家庭里长大的孩子是不会懂得的.
快要死的人,对健在的家人说,"我已看穿了生死.".孰不知,活着的人,放不开的不是生和死,而是被留下来的人的寂寞.明日香妈妈的寂寞,没
有失去过亲人的人,是不会懂得的.所以她下班后,要在屋外抽很多很多的烟.
瞬为什么会来到地上呢?很多人都不解.其实是这样的,瞬在地下的时候,就快病死了.地下的人,临死之时,都会用歌声把自已一生的经历唱出来,
让大自然和风,把自已的声音带到世界各地,永远的留下人和物的生命中,永远的传承下来.
明日香有一块爸爸的遗物,那块矿石是打开地下钥匙的碎片,可以聆听到地下的人的声音.所以,明日香听到了唯一的那次,最美的吟唱.而后再没有出现过.
瞬很想知道,是谁传承了代表一生经历的歌声,所以要到地上来看那人是谁.顺便看看从未见过的星空.于是,瞬与明日香相识...瞬临死之时,给明日香祝福.
明日香进入地下为了谁?为了复活瞬?不是的.她是为了见心.她不敢爬下山崖,因为她没有进入生死门的执念.而大叔则不一样,他有着对已故妻子的眷念和
愧疚.要不是妻子随自已随军作战,不会劳累病逝.所以他可以牺牲自已,牺牲明日香,甚至要杀掉解救自已的人.人的执念可以超越一切.
明日香喜欢谁呢?瞬,还是心?这个不敢下结论,但瞬和心都是喜欢明日香的.在离别之时,心的右手结着明日香为瞬结绑的围巾.明日香对瞬的感情,过多的叫怀念,
所以她在对着心时,说:可是心不是瞬,放声大哭.瞬是她聆听的声音,她了解瞬一声的经历,怎么能不怀念呢.
那只猫也很出采,它已知将死,怕明日香伤心,宁愿留在别处让生命陨落.
怕水和光的夷族,是地底唯一的反派.那是因为,人类生存必须的物质就是光和水,这点说明就算是生存于地下几千年的文明,人类总有共通的地方,共通的感情,还有共同的理解,
都是追逐繁星的,带着希望活着的人.

非常赞同这个网友的评语。这是一部很好看的动漫，只是表达内容方式太婉转了。并不是每个人可以明白 :)
是一部值得看的戏 :)

Hello December!

2011-12-01T00:20:00.000-08:00

Hello December! ~~Bye November!~~

Wow, time flies. Today is the first day of December. In the deep of my heart, i still can't believe it. I guess i will miss the same routine that i did normally those days.Today is the last day for Science subjects and mathematics subjects to be done. It suppose to be a happy day. Somehow i felt sad that i was not able to say goodbye to some people that maybe will never meet again. Next year, everyone will have their own pathway of life. Some may go for college, some go overseas, some study in STPM and lots more. Bye bye peoples! Good luck in your life!

It is a new new new new day. Hmm, i think i have to sleep to enrich my day teehee!

zzZ

well, i am just being random :D

Aristocrat ♕

2011-11-30T04:23:00.000-08:00

Aristocrat ♕

An awesome and beautiful night.

SPM, finally it is going to be over. Now I only left Chinese one subject :) It is really unbelievable, SPM IS GOING TO OVER. I still clearly remember how I came to school at the first day of Seafield. Time flied. 5 years passed! To be honest, form 5 is my best year of school life. Why? Somehow i can't say the reason, i just dunno why :) And, Prom Night'11 ended my school life beautifully.

That 4 sampats.

Lamest Kerxin ♥

blurrrrrrrrrrr Chye ♥

auntieeeeeeeeee Jovyn ♥

♕ 5 AWESOME ♕

A day to remember :) 28.10.2011

Aristocrat

2011-10-28T09:19:00.000-07:00

Aristocrat

Hmm. It begins tonight :) I guess will be an awesome night :)

A sad day.

2011-10-22T19:33:00.000-07:00

A sad day.

17/10/2011 ~ 19/10/2011
Around 10.00.p.m. She suddenly lost from my life.

I cried so much even though i didn't see how it happened. When my sister's boyfriend told us about this news, cowardly, i just have the courage to run back room and cried so hardly. 3 days, erm i mean 2 days. She only came into my life for 2 days and i missed her so much. She is very weak and skinny. She can't even drink milk nicely. I still remember when she just born, my mother and i had to feed her milk. That time her tongue was kind of tangled, and i helped her to untangled it. I still remember, around 1.00.a.m morning, after my studies and when i am gonna sleep, i heard some puppies sound. At that moment, her image first came into my mind. Without any hesitation, i quickly stormed to downstairs and see what's going on. Nah, it is our Loli or Popi's sound. I saw her. Hungrily keep on sucking other's puppies paws or head.I smiled. I wasted around half an hour to force their mother to lie down. Quickly i brought she to her mum and looking at her drank milk for another half an hour. After she slept, i only willing to stand up and go back to sleep. It is 2 something in the morning. But, i dunno why. When i reached my room, my tears misted up my vision. Tears rolled down my cheeks and fall on my palm. I am worried about her. I scare that she will die. That night was a sleepless night. I still clearly remember, at the next morning, i woke up very early just to look after her. Taking care and full with concern. She may not the puppy that i love the most, but she is the puppy that i cared the most. And 19th, without any signs, any symptoms, she went. Helped by her beloved mother. Maybe it is right. She cannot live long. Maybe it is good. She will not make us worried anymore. But i still miss her skinny, weak, long long neck's figure. And, that 3 days, i didn't even able to take one of her pictures. This is the most regretting things in my life. Till now, i still clearly remember how she looked like, how she drilled into my palms, how she licked my face, how she... Doesn't it amazing? Only that 2 days. Our story can be so long. I wish she lived happily in that 3 days. At least she gained our tears. Rest in peace, my dear Bamboo. I love you always and always. Please do remember us, that 3 crazy women who so taking care about you. Be a perfect and wonderful puppy in the next life. Bye bye, Bamboo :)

p/s. i will take care of your sisters and brothers. Dun worry.

Loves from,
your owner.

Puppies ♥

2011-10-18T19:41:00.000-07:00

Puppies ♥

My ~~pig~~ dog had given 8 puppies :O I am wondering how's her uterus to contain so many puppies. Anyway here is some of their cuteeeee pictures :)

And, hope some kind and nice people would willing to adopt them :)

7 in available :D ( We will take care one of them )

dark brownie X 4

~~Mushrooom (male)~~ / Choco (female) / Mocha (female) / ~~Bamboo (female)~~

They are just around 15~18cm big :)

yellowish brown X 2

Loli (female) / Popi (female)

Aww they are good in compete for food!

They just sooooooooooo cute ♥

But what make me most worried and cared bout is bamboo. The late come puppy. She is so skinny :(

Pray to God that hope she can find a good family to adopt her :(

Daddy is so cruel, he said if can't find people to give out, he will simply send out or give to SPCA.

I guess that time i will very very miss them.

Hmm. Thinking of taking Spot, or Panda :/

I love 8 of them :(((

SMILEE

2011-10-14T20:29:00.000-07:00

SMILE

And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I,SMILE :)

I just can't stop smiling as, yesterday night my house added 6 new family members! My cute puppies!

Surprisingly the colours of the puppies are balanced. 2 yellowish-brown, 2 blackie and 2 white with black spots. I LOVE BLACK BLACK AND SPOTTY. omg they are just sooooo cute and small.

Still remember that time around 9.30pm, while i am still slagging lazy to study suddenly i heard my mum said from outside that my dog is giving birth!

Hahaha. I was even more worried then my dog(i think :P) , i don't even dare to go downstairs and check what was going on. I just crossed my fingers and prayed that they are fine.

After 1 hours, my sister asked me to go with her to see where is my dog. Driven by curiosity,
we went out of our house and found my dog was hiding in a haystack. We was waiting and waiting and....

I HEARD PUPPIES' SOUNDS.

Can't hid my feeling, we laughed and screamed silently for excited. AWW i can sense their cuteness!

After a while more, my big dog ( now consider as big :D) walked out and search for foods. I quickly took some biscuits and my sister quickly take a basket and put all the puppies into it. So that can be moved to a better place. At that time, we can clearly see their looks. Can't stop touching them for fun. We decided to call one of the blackie as mushroom. And i decided to call another spotty as panda.

Will upload their pictures soon and now i gonna go and visit them again!

Misssssss them :D

All about AKAME ♥

2011-10-05T14:00:00.000-07:00

All about AKAME♥

The Past, The Love, The Memories

I don't want to lose you, but...what a painful world.

I just can't stop to post these pictures. Some made me laugh, some made me melts and some made me tears. I miss AKAME. The impossible will be together couple.

Hayato, Come back. Please.

An AKAME song to me. They are just so perfect to me.

I still believe, in my heart. There are loves, between both of them, before.
To peoples who interested to see AKAME's past :)
Here~ AKAME♥

依然愛你

2011-10-05T03:42:00.000-07:00

依然愛你

Wang Lee Hom - Still in love with you

a sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet and most importantly, LEE HOM IS FREAKING HAWT HERE.
His smileeeeeee = MELT.

一閃一閃亮晶晶
留下歲月的痕跡
我的世界的中心
依然還是你

一年一年又一年
飛逝僅在一轉眼
唯一永遠不改變
是不停地改變

我不像從前的自己
你也有點不像你
但在我眼中你的笑
依然的美麗

日子只能往前走
一個方向順時鐘
不知道還有多久
所以要讓你懂我依然愛你就是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情
到最後一定會
依然愛你

我依然愛你或許是命中注定
多年之後任何人都無法代替
那些時光是我這一輩子最美好的
那些回憶依然無法忘記

我依然愛你就是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情
到最後一定會
依然愛你

你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情
到永遠一定會
依然愛你

Faster go learn it and sing it to your partner :)

没有你的日子，倒数60天。

2011-10-01T21:55:00.000-07:00

没有你的日子，倒数60天。

晚上，哭着入睡。泪痕遗留在脸上。恨怎么没人为她抹去。原来她已到达了那种地步，歇斯底里的地步。她恨自己没用，眼泪怎么停不下。60天也忍不下吗？醒来时，仓皇发现枕边仍然湿透了。手指上他们的共同点却还骄傲地闪耀着。另一个你不在了哦... 它依然坚强。原来，坚强也是一种爱。至少另一个它也被主人疼爱着。这样不就足够了吗？只要爱还在，它和它的分离不算什么。她却把它倔强地拿出来了。将它挂在胸前。仿佛可以感觉到它的呼吸、聆听它的声音、感受它的存在。这样和心，更靠近了。
心，又一次悸动。

FINALLY.

2011-09-29T02:14:00.000-07:00

FINALLY.

YAAAY! JPS are officially ended, and now i have to face for SPM! JPS's results are quite satisfying, hope my Biology can get A *pray my paper 3 to get a good marks* Today's physics not really hard but i dunno why i felt so bored on it. Maybe the period of exams are too long. Actually i didn't feel very happy or excited for the ending. I guess this is called, NUMB. I allow myself to fully enjoy today. Only today. Tomorrow on wards i have to continue my studies. Daddy is right. Only this 2 months. Suffer this 2 months to get a happy and satisfy result. It is worth though. So, i have to really study hard this 2 last months. Science subjects. I still really need to push it especially Physics. English (aww, i know i am really terrible on it, don't tell me :'( ) Addmaths and maths! Forever practice!
STUDY HARD! No more computer, no more television, no more dramas, no more facebook. ERM i hope i can do it HAHA!

2011-09-28T23:53:00.001-07:00

Well RENOVATION AGAIN! :P

ポニーテールとシュシュ

2011-09-25T02:39:00.000-07:00

AKB48.

I and my sister found this girl band recently. They are one of the famous Japanese band. They consist of 5 teams, Team A, Team B , Team K, Team 4 and Trainee. Total is 60 plus members.
I loveeee this song shoo much. They are pretty hot *A*
I like Tomomi Itano the most! She is so pretty!

saw..? The one with purple bra and yellow stripes :3

Mariko Shinoda is freaking hawt too <3

DAMN.

Tomomi Itano

She just look like a barbie DOLL.

<3 <3

Mayu Watanabe is cuteeeeee

Stress arr

2011-09-16T22:33:00.000-07:00

Haiz, going to tuition soon but I am still eating my noodle slowly like a tortoise. My trial exam is kind of disappointing but i think JPS paper will be better :) Woohoo! I get 96 for my maths.Full of satisfactions. At least my works are not wasted :) Yea, I am kind of regret that i didn't study very hard in form 4 :'( Form 4 is even tougher than form 5. Biology soon. Oh my, i pretty sure that paper 2 will be very tough. Gotta study really very hard :/ Well, off to tuition :)

什么样的女孩才是真正爱你的人？

2011-09-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

1. 真正爱你的女孩,虽然嘴上讨厌你说她小笨笨,可心里却很高兴
　　2. 真正爱你的女孩,在受委屈的时候总是第一个想到你
3. 真正爱你的女孩,在你迟到的时候责怪你,不是真的骂你,而是珍惜每一次和你在一起
　　4. 真正爱你的女孩,真的很小气,眼里容不下一颗沙粒
　　5. 真正爱你的女孩,每次生气故作没有消气,只是想听你来哄自己
　　6. 真正爱你的女孩,会陪你一起看你最喜欢的节目,即便是自己最讨厌的
　　7. 真正爱你的女孩,总是要你慢点吃,因为怕你会有胃病
　　8. 真正爱你的女孩,会不厌其烦地规劝你戒烟,即便她知道这是不可能的事情
　　9. 真正爱你的女孩,会陪你一起打游戏,无论是不是自己喜欢的
　　10.真正爱你的女孩,会收集你最喜欢的东西,因为只要你高兴
　　11.真正爱你的女孩,不论在嘴上怎么挑剔,在她心里还是最爱你
　　12.真正爱你的女孩,很容易被你感动,哪怕是一件极小的事情
　　13.真正爱你的女孩,即使能独当一面,在你面前也会娇滴滴
　　14.真正爱你的女孩,当有人欺负你,会比你更气愤,不顾什么淑女形象和你一起大骂对方,直到消气
　　15.真正爱你的女孩,无论你有没有成绩,都会一直鼓励你
　　16.真正爱你的女孩,会不停地唠叨你,其实那是对你的关心
　　17.真正爱你的女孩,会在自己的好朋友面前不断提到你,因为她也想让朋友了解你
　　18.真正爱你的女孩,不喜欢你有什么事都自己一个人承担,那样她会更加担心
　　19.一个男孩这辈子要是错过了如此爱你的女孩,将是一种怎样的遗憾呢?

珍惜

2011-09-11T04:42:00.000-07:00

伤心的女孩“我们分手吧。”
“好啊，分就分吧。那让我们最后一次握手吧。”
她伸出手，他握住她的手，
他坏笑说，“你能把手挣脱出去我们就分手”
她挣脱了好久也没有挣脱出去，于是很生气的说：“你知道吗？很痛啊！”
男孩立刻放开了手，非常严肃的说：
“爱你，怎么舍得你痛。”

说完转身离开，女孩突然明白，于是追上去抱住男孩哭着说：“我爱你，我们不分手。”
男孩转过身对女孩说：“可是我已经放开了你的手。”
说完转身就离开了，消失在女孩的世界里。

摘不到的星星总是最闪亮的，　　
错过的电影总是最好看的，　　
失去的情人总是深爱的，　　
为什么不好好珍惜现在的？请不要伤害一个爱你的人。　　
关于爱情，不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有的就是最好的；　　
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的，　　
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情可以和你一起坐火车的，　　
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们富裕，　　
不要因为父母的反对而放弃，你会发现因为这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨，　　
其实对于爱情，越单纯越好，一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的，经历多了会麻木。　　
爱情就要相互信任，既然走在一起了就不要互相猜度，世界上没有十全十美的人，两个人在一起就需要互相迁就，接受彼此的一切。　　
累了，才放慢脚步，　　
错了，才想到后悔，　　
苦了，才懂得满足，　　
伤了，才明白坚强，　　
醉了，才知道难忘，　　
别忘了，忙碌的生活中好好照顾自己，也别忘了有一个爱你的人在默默的祝福你..

Strawberry :)

2011-09-03T23:20:00.000-07:00

I loveeeee strawberry :)

As my mood, today is a pink day to me :) Something i wished so badly finally achieved. Thanks God. Thanks for your helps. Anyway, strawberries are sweet! Jon took some from Cameron or Genting i-dun-care-where i just love that taste :)

Today studied for whole day and i starting to feel bored when looking at my books. Urgh, i hate form 4 Sejarah. Especially chapter 3 >:( But then i still love form 5 Sejarah. Well, somehow, i like history much more than Biology. i started to catch up how to study and memorize history facts. On the other hand, biology is more to understanding and explanation. Sometimes i know that meaning but i dunno how to explain it.

ISH.

But then today is a nice day :) so yea, SMILE everyone! and good luck for marathons exams~

Well, off to practice my singing moment. Challenge at hokkein's song :)

RENOVATION soon :')

2011-09-02T06:01:00.000-07:00

So yea me gonna renovate my bloggie AGAIN 8'D
Well suddenly feel like changing my blog into snow-white colour. isn't it awesome? :D My blog so dark in colour since the first day my blog is created. Poor pity blog, i will bring some lights for him :')

Hmm.

But then, exam soon girl :( I will try my best to space up some time to find a better template. I DUN CARE, i must make it prettay!

JPS paper.

What to do? besides pray, and only pray. I must not make my mind empty!

STUDY STUDY STUDY.

As my teacher said, an idle mind is devil's workshop. And it is so damn true yea. Well, off to study now, byee :')

Red is ♥

2011-08-30T10:08:00.000-07:00

Wohoo! get a football t-shirt from him! :D Damn it, i love that shirt so much now, not even wash it yet (put under all my shirts to prevent my dad notice it) HAHA.
Well, forgive me please :)

Randommm meh :')

Shogun @ Pyramid!

2011-08-28T10:10:00.000-07:00

Woohoo, yesterday we had a lot of fun! What isn't really incomplete to me is, i didn't follow them watch midnight movie :( Haiz, bye bye apes :)

Our "John Quek" gang went to Shogun yesterday! What really surprised me is, all the guys are super POSER! They are damn damn funny :D And because of this, our bonding sessions are success! :)) And...welcome our new members--Tze kai and Monkey Kenny! :)

Around 3.30 i and ker xin reached pyramid and bought "something" :P And we waited for those lateee people. Haha can't believe that wei shen and hang chi are quite punctual :) And only Tze kai's appearance suit to our theme. Haha joking! Instead of keep on eating to dun-waste-our-money, we just keep on taking pictures. Well, i dun understand why that time our face can be so "thick". Everyone there just like keep on staring at us like we didn't took pictures before. And that stupid kenny keep on shouted sorry loudly to those people! I guess that family sit besides us were annoyed by us . Well, i dun care! I asked Wei Shen, and he said this is his first time to meet such people as us! Wow we are EPIC :P

But then, it is really fun! Kenny just keep on ruined his reputation by throwing tissues paper around the town and posing disguising poses. But if without him, i think this dinner will be very bored :) Tze Kai that fella also a poser too. And our cute Vren and hang chi. Haha, Jared, that holy smile :'D Wei Shen is not a camera shy too. Lucky we get to have an awesome dinner with them :') And lucky, i didn't make the wrong decision :)
And later, we simply took few cakes and sang birthday songs for kerxin and chye. Haha! What a day! :)

We really enjoyed and precious it very much :)
I am so lucky , i found you guys who made me smiled :)
and here pictures!! Credit to Ker Xin and me hoho

I LIKE THIS PIC SOMEHOW :D

5A LALA POSE! :D

POSER!!

THIS IS FUNNYYYY XD

Me & my sis :)

It is AWESOME! :)

Looking forward to our Penang Trip :3

What a day.

2011-08-25T19:26:00.000-07:00

Today should be a happy day since exams are over. But now i dunno why i can't even smile. Only when watching drama, i can laugh because of the story line. What for i waiting for this day? It is like suddenly a lot of bad things come across. I should can handle it! But today i just can't handle. After that shocking news, then is that two people. You people are damn funny. Then my dad didn't want to buy something because need what discount and .. Fine. Actually it is really not a big case. But i just having a super bad mood today. I hope i can forget that things. Well, hope when i am wake at the next morning, everything is better :)

I don't feel the same

2011-08-25T08:51:00.000-07:00

Another awesome song wanna recommend for you :))
A quite nice song and perfect voice from Thomas Godoj :D

P/s. Just listen the song, ignore the pictures in the video :) it is weird :D

Enjoy~ :D

Trials.

2011-08-22T11:46:00.000-07:00

Phew, still have three more days and my suffering weeks will over! Yahoo! Well, tomorrow is Bio paper 1 and maths 2 :/ God bless me.
Well, i prepared this trials for one month before the exams. But it seems still doesn't really work. I think i have to start hardcore now to get straight A's in my SPM. My aim is all straight A +. I can do it!
Every subjects are still okay except Physics :/ My paper 3 sucks. And my Biology paper 2 too. Shit man, i did wrong one whole question. Pain :(
But, what makes me still so happy and stress-less is because of two things. One is my dear Ah Shee and another is my GANG~ Well, the John Quek gang yea haha! We had laughed and smiled the whole saturday and sunday this few weeks. I seriously miss that moment :) Aww i am seriously looking forward for the dinner! :)
And Aha! This what happened these few days. My friends fighting. They are just so cute like a couple hahha! When i saw they get back to each other, i laughed like hell. They are just so funny! :D And and and! Our gang's new "couple"s! Jovyn and wei shen and ker xin and kenny! hoho. Damn funny :)))

Today just went to McD to study and another objective is to see he working! :D First time saw him sweat so profusely. Heartache when he was exhaust. :( Just hope he don't overwork. :)) Hehe!

Well, it is time to continue my studies :D I promised him to sleep at 12am. Haha, i missss him :')

no promises...

2011-08-15T22:41:00.000-07:00

A sad song. A song that i love so much.
The lyrics and the mv are so touching. It is worth for everyone's tears.
I just wanna die in your arms...here tonight.

After a whole busy day, try to find something to relax yourself. Listen a sad song will do. A best song recommend to you. Cherish your present one. Don't try to let go.Because you will regret when he/she is disappear from your life.

Suddenly feel like telling this short sweet story.
Every night before sleep, a two old couples will say I LOVE YOU to each other. Because they do not know that whether they still can wake up at the another morning.

At least, your last word to her/him, is I love you..

Lyrics:
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

无助

2011-08-02T02:41:00.000-07:00

我不知道，爸爸发生了这么回事。不如说，是我们家发生了这么回事。其实说起了解，我怎么不了解心儿的故事呢。她的一番话，又令我想起我现在最不愿想起的事。
有时，好想忘了就忘了。
但，怎么忘了，都还在脑海里。
哎呀，怎么回事嘛。朋友们一定问。没事啦。
真的，说出一件痛苦的事，真的需要好大、好大的勇气。与其不想说，不如说是不敢说。我好怕，一说了就崩溃。我也不想被朋友说成懦弱。说不定，我就是懦弱。
我好希望你们能了解，但我不说，你们怎么了解？
所以，多么痛苦，我也不会耍性格。因为你们都不了解。
我说不出口。
也开不了口。
因为我也不知要从何说起。

我现在处于一个很为难的状态。。真的很为难。
又要配合这里，也要配合那里。你愿意帮忙，我真的很开心，但是。。我真的不需要你的怜惜，我只需要你的关心。可能，是不是我在小题大做？哈哈。你们不了解那种痛吧。
因为你们太幸福了。真的。超羡慕的。
还有，对不起。。

我其实也做不到什么。只是，很内疚、内疚。。我总是无形中伤害了我的家人。对不起，我之前不明白你们所面对的问题。他们很坚强，从不在我们面前崩溃。默默努力。还试着不让我知道。你们不是让我更难过吗。我也很想跟你们分担。

我真的不知道怎么做。我很无助。
无助得让人想痛哭。

说真的，你没经历过那种痛，你不会理解。

Last activity of Chinese Society! ♥

2011-07-30T04:08:00.000-07:00

29/7/2011, Chinese Society 2011 finally ended happily.

Seriously, this year is the most happiest year in my school life :)

Thankieww, Chinese Society's ajkss and juniorss ♥

I lovee you guys!

Again, CHINESE SOCIETY ROCKS.

我爱华文学会！

our cute future chinese society's leaders' performance :)

form 5's performance :)

They did for me <3

cam whore ~

Juniors made for us :)

♥ ♥

Hmmp! :)

2011-07-25T23:11:00.000-07:00

I am just so so so lazy to update my blog :(
But suddenly have the feeling to do so :P
PEOPLE! Click on my newwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww hamster ! He is damn cute! *excited*

Okay..off to study now. Trial exam soon, i really don't want to disappoint my parents again.

YOSH, GAMBARIMASSU :)

well~ feel like posting this up :P

CARNIVAL MOMENT :D

my ♥

she is preeeeeeeetty :D

stupid Nick :P

my junior~ :D

St Johnssssss

My JUNIORS! :D

Xin er Rock star :P

Ohh noo..

miss THEM! :D

I MISS THAT DAY :D

So sad didn't take pictures with Kerxin, Chye and Jovyn :'(

BEST YEAR OF MY SCHOOL LIFE :)

JAPAN CULTURAL CLUB, YOU ROCKS :D

送给最美丽的她～

2011-07-12T21:35:00.000-07:00

看到她的难过和无奈，甚至无助，我都无能为力。。说实话，我和她虽然已是十多年的好友、又是学会的好拍档，我真的不了解她的心思、她的难过、她的难处、她的不悦。我，可不是她的好朋友嘛～可能只是她生命中还算重要的过客吧。

有时候，我们都看不到她的另一面。另一面被她小心翼翼地藏起来了，绝不让别人看到。只能在事情发生以后，在无意间看到她的部落格或日记上看到她的留言，才仓惶发现，我们不小心伤害她了。她貌似很坚强，也很强大。我还曾经称她为我的大树，为我遮风挡雨的大树。但是，她的内心，却比小女人更弱小。但，这位小女人却勇敢地站起来，不止是为我遮风、还为大家挡雨。无论我们无意伤害她多深，她仍然默默守护我们。她，不止伟大，还很美丽。
我们身在低处，总是不了解上边的辛苦。她默默地承受老师方面的压力，回来后还要承受我们对她指点指语。我们只懂得批评她的不好，但她的努力，却没有人理会。成功了，是大家功绩；失败了，是她的安排不好。对不起哦，我们没顾及你的感受。
她难过了，却找不到朋友安慰。同班的可能都在忙各忙的；最知心的朋友，又不在同班。

有时，在匆匆的生活中，总是不小心忽略了她。
好内疚哦..
但却又做不到什么..
我只能在她身边做她的朋友，不要伤害她。
但，她仍是那么坚强。
她的一切使到她变得如此强悍、如此美丽。

MINI JAPAN FESTIVAL~

2011-07-11T08:11:00.000-07:00

GUYS! COME AND SUPPORT THE 1ST JAPAN CULTURAL CLUB IN SELANGOR! :D

ARIGATOU GOZAIMASSU~ :)))

お誕生日おめでとう, 赤西仁 ♥

2011-07-06T05:03:00.000-07:00

I just can't can't believe! WE BOUGHT KAT-TUN BREAK THE RECORD 2010 DVD CONCERT :D
Gosh, Jin is just so pretty handsome :)
Well, JIN'S BIRTHDAY JUST OVER! ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIN!
This is the 4th years, i celebrate your birthday :) and i believe, it will keep on continue till no end :)
I still clearly remember, 17th of July in 2010, you broke my heart
And those shattered pieces of my heart will never stick back as perfect as past. But, i still chosen to believe you, and support your decision. :)
I choose to ignore what you did, and started wars with KAT-TUN's fans which can't accept his sudden decision. Although i know, you did such a wrong decision.

If you've forgotten how to laugh
I'll come to your side
Pose as a pierrot to make you merry

Be hopeful (Don't look back)
Now is the rising sun (Step by step)
Break the darkness (Keep wishing)

You're not alone
Your friends are with you
Don't look back stand up now and start afresh

Can you hear it
We will make you smile
Just smile

Bit by bit gather all the gentleness together
See, the flower of courage has blossomed
Yes, for you,
until faraway, to reach you,
the flower has blossomed

Even if separated we're still one heart
Dreaming about the same tomorrow
Hold tight hand in hand
It won't happen a second time

Joyfulness (Don't look back)
Imagine it (Step by step)
Your smiling face (Keep wishing),
I wish to see

It is alright just as it is
Don't be impatient
Because I'll embrace you with these feelings

Once again
we will make you smile,
just smile

Wipe away the tears that you've had till now,
See, the flower of courage has blossomed
Yes, for you,
until faraway, to reach you, no matter where

No matter where, no matter where

Where are you now
What are you doing
I can hear it

Muster up the courage
We miss you
We love you

Can you hear it
We will make you smile
Just smile

Bit by bit gather all the gentleness together
See, the flower of courage has blossomed
Yes, for you,
until faraway, to reach you,
the flower has blossomed

But, you didn't fail to make me happy back :)
Your first solo concert did a great job and it is seriously a splendid performance.
You had proven to everyone and me, that, your decision is right.
Yea you are right, Jin :)
I forever support you :)
And you helped me proven that, i support you, is correct :D

But the way, when now i listen to this song, i cried when i saw the lyrics.
It is a message from KAT-TUN to japan's earthquake victims. But i believe it is also a message to jin :)

We miss you

We love you

Jin, proud of yourself! You have such awesome members. The forever 5 members.

Handsome but shy Kamenashi Kazuya

Macho but cute Koki Tanaka

Lame but kind Taguchi Junnosuke

Cute and smexay Ueda Tatsuya

Funny but lovely Nakamaru Yuichi :)

The forever KAT-TUN :D

tooooook pictures with Jinjinss :D

finally.. BTR! :))

again...

HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY JINJIN

Bored :/

2011-06-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

Today is Sunday.

Somehow i hate Sunday because tomorrow is Monday, a starts of STRESSFUL days. Urgh. I missed form3, 4 lives. So enjoy and free-of-pressure. And now is SPM , a cert which can influence my whole life.

But, i am not gonna moan how sad how stress i am in my blog, i gonna post some pictures we took in school! Senior page weeks and i brought my camera to school. But i like this few weeks because teachers are lazy to teach us and we are lazy to listen to teachers. Omg tell you something very funny happened on Friday. We all escaped from Jega! :D HAHA. Still remember that, it is her period and around 20 students lazy to go down lab for her lessons. Her lessons are seriously BORED. You can't even understand what she is talking about..
But still got few good students go down to her lab. After a 30 minutes peaceful moment in class, suddenly Edwin ran to class , panted and shouted to us, "Jega is coming! Grab a book and RUN!"
Without any hesitating, we quickly ran to the back corridor and waiting for Jega to leave. Till now, i still will laugh out of edwin's words. Why should we grab a book and run? HAHA and he sounds so dramatic :D After that, we knew that it is a scam and we silently walk back to class. When gonna reach our class, someone shouted again, jega is coming! And we ran again. This time is true and few people who brave enough stayed at class. They said that they have lisan later and Jega let them off. But! What she angry is, our bag didn't keep properly! She scolded those who in class that, 'why there are so many bags here? Where are they?" Urgh, why she still so smart :(
And after a suffering 30 minutes, her lesson finally over. Phew, what a scary day. Well, although it is exciting, but i guess i will not do it again :/

Now now.. story finish and pictures moment! :D

crazy wee wei and hang :D

LALA POSE!

two RETARDS :P

weirdo me :)

And the ST.JOHNish peoples~

WAIT and Thomas's birthday card :)

my wishes...

Till here, no more pictures.

Well somehow still an awesome week. :)

but.. i still miss my old hairstyle. :((

random..

CHINESE SOCIETY ROCKSSS

WHITE ♡♡♡♡♡♡

2011-06-21T03:46:00.000-07:00

ARGH!! I know i am super outdated! But i don't mind! What most important is, the love towards KAT-TUN will never end. They just look super cute and handsome in this pv!! Oh my gosh! Ueda is getting even and even more cute! His curly hair made him looked so adorable. And guess what? Koki is the most handsome one in this pv! Gosh, his "ah pek" hair made him looked so special :D In this pv, kame, nakamaru and taguchi still look handsome but not really attract my sight. Ueda and koki shined out in this pv :)

p/s. I ♡ the song~

Tell me why :(

2011-06-17T04:15:00.000-07:00

In my dream, children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue and fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then i wake and all i see
Is a world full of people in need

Chorus:
Tell me why(why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos i don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why?

Everyday i ask myself
What will i have to do to be a man?
Do i have to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who i am?
Is that what my life is for
To waste in a world full of war?

Chorus:
Tell me why(why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos i don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why?

Chorus:
(children)tell me why?(declan)tell me why?
(children)tell me why?(declan)tell me why?
(together) just tell me why, why, why?

Chorus:
Tell me why(why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos i don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why?

Chorus:
Tell me why (why,why,does the tiger run)
Tell me why(why why do we shoot the gun)
Tell me why (why,why do we never learn)
Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn?
(why,why do we say we care)
Tell me why(why,why do we stand and stare)
Tell me why(why,why do the dolphins cry)
Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die?
(why,why if we're all the same)
Tell me why(why,why do we pass the blame)
Tell me why (why,why does it never end)
Can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends?
Why,why

It is just so awesome D: I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee his voice :) NICE (Y)

Next next!! I love this song too :)

Honestly, it is touching T^T And he is handsome :)))))

I <3 You :D

Chinese Society One Day Camp 2011 ♥

2011-05-29T10:53:00.000-07:00

WOW Finally it is done! :D
One word to describe it, it is just so fantastic and awesome :) Well i didn't try to exaggerate it or what, but seriously i think that is the best day of 2011. I still remember, around 5 a.m morning i had to wake up to bath because our cute president,Siew wen will reach my house around 5.30. But at last she lated for 15 minutes and around 6 a.m she only reached my house. After we reached school, only me stayed in front of Dewan alone for 10 minutes till Vren and others came and accompanied me. The morning still dark and mystery. More to 7.30a.m, all of the AJK reached school and few ex-seniors came and joined us.
Around this moment, a lot people coming and waited at registration desk to take their name tags. Well, here is one of our mistakes. We didn't plan well and it is very messy. Our ajk can't find participants' name tags in a short while. They were in panic and peoples who standing behind keep on cut lines to get their name tags. Thanks, Sheng Jie, Shee Chien, Qiao ni, Ka Chuen and Jovyn. :) But after the name tags were separated neatly, the registration process was going easier.

8 a.m! The event starts! :D

First, was the appearance of our two M.C! Siew wen and Soo Sum :)

And our early morning exercises!

And then next, we having a group games and started to interact one and another. Proudly to say, our group is LIU BEI group, 刘备. My group members are so funny and nice to chat with each others. I LIKEY :P What makes me impressed is there had a boy named Ceng Dong and everyone called him Cendol. We thought of our group's slogan and dance steps. WOW i'm genius, can thought of such dance steps :P but the slogan must thanks to Yi sar who helped us thought of it.

After that, we danced our camp theme song-- 第一天




下過雨的　夏天傍晚　我都會期待
唱歌的蟬　嘿　把星星都吵醒
月光曬了很涼快

就是這樣　回憶起來　第一次告白
尷尬的我　看　愛裝得很哲學的你
其實很可愛

你說活在明天　活在期待
不如活得今天很自在
我說我懂了　會不會太快
未來　第一天要展開

＊第一天　我存在　第一次呼吸暢快
　站在地上的腳踝　因為你而有真實感
　第一天　我存在　第一次能飛起來
　愛是騰空的魔幻
　第一天的純真色彩它總是
　永遠　那麼　燦爛＊

你很搞笑　你很奇怪　你頭髮很亂
有的時候　你　又突然為我的事情
變得很勇敢

這麼說來　很不單純　你陪我看海
海那麼藍　我　又好像不應該
把你想得有點壞

壞的是我　發現不知不覺
不見到你不是很習慣
你的眼神裡　好像也期待
期待　不一樣的未來

REPEAT＊

藍色的海　海上的雲　雲的那端
不轉彎　到未來

你說活在明天　活在期待
不如活得今天很自在
我說我懂了　會不會太快
未來　第一天要展開

REPEAT＊

永遠　那麼　燦爛
永遠　那麼　燦爛

It is AWESOME! I like this song so much, although i did a lot wrong steps, but i hope they don mind :) After this was our station games! WOW! But, something we didn't expect happened. Raining. But we were so lucky that we are almost finish the games when sky started to rain. Although the marks will be very unfair, but at least everyone got play at least 4 games. And my group get the 2nd high marks! YOSH~ aim for the first!

after lunch and some group games and now the performances moment~

Thomas :)

Justin & swen

me~

yum~

1. Siew Wen's awesome voice~ She sang 叮当-我爱他

    wow her voice is seriously NICE (Y)

2. Drama performance, presented by Thomas, wey ming and ME :)

Maybe pictures are in Vren's camera :D haven upload yet..

3. ERM HMM..our DANCE! Although maybe not as awesome as others , but we did it within less than 1 week. :) At least WE DID IT. I LOVE YOU yiker, kerxin, chye, andrea and aik hui :) Everything is worth to us to do. Although our legs are freaking pain, we wasted a lot of time, but it is worth. ALL WORTH :)

Here is the link :) Go watch it when u're free :) ANDREA AWESOME :D WE AWESOME

After that we danced our camp song again! and this time...dunno why, it is touch! I dunno how to say, when you saw everyone dance with you at down there, deep in my heart is full of happiness and touch-ness. Suddenly hope that moment don stop. Watch it! T.T

After that, writing comments moment! Only our AJKs have special card for members to write :) and CAPTURE MOMENTS! :D

刘备、刘备！一路顺风、万事俱备、不欠东风！

我会一直记着那天 :)

你，的存在 ;)

我想我不會愛你

2011-05-25T03:12:00.000-07:00

HEY :D
how long i didn't update my blog? Well, it is long time ago D':
I'm very regret about my mid-year exams, it is sucks. I don even dare to see my marks..i do not have any confident. But, now what i worrying about is, the camp, CHINESE SOCIETY 1ST ONE DAY CAMP :)

Two more days, erm ya three more days?

Because of dancing,now my both legs are painful, biceps and triceps accumulate too much latic acids, it is so painful when i pressed it. Besides that, my quadriceps too. Gosh, i can't bend my legs now. > < well, according to biology fact, i should breath in more oxygen to replace latic acids :P Breath deeply~

And.. i found something weird : /
Erm what happened to her? Why she is so moody? Or what i did to her made her angry? Ish she is just like a time bomb. Anytime will explode and show face to you on the spot. One word, scary : /

And! hahah i love this song recently, and i knew it is quite an old song :)

我想我不會愛你

Aww i gonna sing this if i pass my semi-final singing contest! :D
OH shit, said about singing contest, i just remember that it is around the corner : L
and my voice is just so terrible and horrible now. My immune system just reaches the immunity level. I hate biology : / What i hope is i can get completely well :)

HAHA, and my SURPRISE PARTY! Thanks guys, u made me a day :D
I loveeeeeeeeeee the cake shoo much but my sis ate it all finish T^T but the card! Thanks :)

SPECIAL THANKS TO YU HSUAN :D I LOVE UR DESIGN SO MUCH :D

and of course! The organizer, you know who and everyone who came my house and also those who wrote wishes on the card :)
THANKS and love you guys ♥

Loves between YOU & I

2011-05-07T21:15:00.000-07:00

You, only the one who i looking at.

somehow..i wish i could move forward one step

"Can’t get closer ‘cause you’re the closest."

絆

PAST

PRESENT

一歩ずつで良いさこの手を離さずに
共に歩んだ日々が生き続けてるから
ボロボロになるまで引き裂かれていても
あの時のあの場所消えないこの絆

Take it one step at a time, without letting go of this hand.
The days we spent walking beside each other will continue to live on.
Even if we get beaten up to the point that we become helpless.
The bond that was created at that time, at that place, will never disappear.

when you smile, the whole world stop and stare for awhile

coz you're amazing

Just the way you are :)

Akame ♥

2011-05-02T23:36:00.000-07:00

"Myth says that if you take a person's picture, you're physically capturing piece of him."

Snap.

Kame presses ‘play back’ and glances at the photo.

“I’ll keep this part of you to myself then.”

“I’m not good with words.” He waits for the other to continue. “So—so I’ll sing instead.”

"Fuck it—Kazu, don’t laugh.”

“I-I’m not. I swear.”

He smiles in secret instead.

The day which filled with Akame love,

What a wonderful day :)

EXAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

2011-04-30T22:42:00.000-07:00

URGH EXAM IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER. 5/5!
AND THE FIRST DAY OF EXAM WEEKS IS CHINESE!!
Oh well, let's just rest in peace.

pweeeeeeeease, wish me good luck T^T

Mascara lover ♡

2011-04-20T23:22:00.000-07:00

Well i am fall in love with mascara now :D
with this, my single eyelids can change into double eyelids :P Cool~
Btw, just a try.. not really comfortable when wearing it..

Emo version of me :)

That's all ♡

喵～

2011-04-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

今天，

是第九次了。

我却更期待未来。

我的未来，全交给你了。

喵，我好爱你哦。却，不知怎么说出口。

但，我想告诉你，

只想告诉你，

我好爱你。

我好想你。

Sleepy~

2011-04-16T00:47:00.000-07:00

*yawn again*

Why i just can't stop yawning? Well, and im sick now, sore throat. The worst thing happened in this moment. I have my singing competition next week. And i pray so badly by drinking plenty of water just to save my throat. gosh~ please save my throat -sobs-

And then, the next horrible thing..MID YEAR EXAM.
Undeniable, TWO MORE WEEKS, NO I THINK LESS THAN TWO WEEKS and this stupid exam is coming. Huhu, it is around the corner D:
No way! My sejarah only started 2 chapters! and there are a lot more!
And others subjects..SUCKS YA

And and.. my birthday fall on the middle of exam ._.
Great me.

What now? STUDY!

妥協

2011-04-01T21:12:00.000-07:00

你總愛編織謊言
我負責配合表演
所有改變
只為了進入你的世界
這情節重覆了一百遍
才發現是你的心太野

你劃定楚河漢界
我不能輕易犯規
所有時間
都是先給了你優先權
不自覺愛到不敢冒險
成了你的傀儡一年兩年
才看見我有多狼狽

愛到妥協到頭來還是無解
綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演
我好累

愛到妥協也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒我躲在我的世界

你劃定楚河漢界
我不能輕易犯規
所有時間
都是先給了你優先權
不自覺愛到不敢冒險
成了你的傀儡一年兩年
才看見我有多狼狽

愛到妥協到頭來還是無解
綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演
我好累

愛到妥協也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一個人睡
我不想再為你掉淚
我了解不會變不再徘徊
開始自己的明天

愛到妥協到頭來還是無解
綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演
我好累

愛到妥協也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒我躲在我的世界

You, didn't do any wrong, maybe..
that's you.
But just, maybe i can't accept it. What to say, maybe sorry..
I hope i still can have you as friend, but, just don't as over as before.
But, u choose to away and i can't say anything.
Maybe to me, to you and him good

and... SHUDDAP with sorry, maybe, you just so annoying when you said sorry :)
so stop it to everyone if you said that to everyone..

well, maybe you're not gonna see this, but i just wrote here..
My others friend said i am too kind to do this, but frankly, this is me.
I can't express my feeling well, maybe this made you hurt or what..

Anyway thanks for your congratz.

私わ、副会長です！！

2011-03-29T01:54:00.000-07:00

I am a vice president!

oh my gosh i still can't believe it that, i become the vice president of Japanese Cultural Club~

YATA~

Well! Let's see our club's blog!! anyway i will change the link soon! and i will update you guys! :D

HERE!!!!

we will teach you guys japanese!! :)

View it yeah! :D

DOMO ♥ ♥

2011-03-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

I just get my DOMO-KUN ♥

He is my lovely son ♥

Awww so cute ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

We are look alike ♥

Again

2011-03-16T20:25:00.000-07:00

I missed the moment when we guys went to RedBox :'(
Fireworks and Forever Love, the most unforgettable songs :)
We drank 4 glass of soft drinks,
and i went to toilet 4 times.
I WANT GO THERE AGAIN D:

p/s. Will upload those pictures soon! My camera broke down :P

Random me take pictures again!
i guess what i am enjoying is only when i am editing those pictures :) I guess i should change my ambition to an editor :P My dad gotta kill me :D

My new phone and cosmetics

That's all :))

Gambateh! :D

两个你：）

2011-03-13T21:31:00.000-07:00

君，

突然的，又想起你。
过得还好吗？
在那里，记得好好照顾自己 :)
我，却什么都做不到。。
除了祈求，只有祈求。
神啊，保佑他吧。。
虽然早已听见你的消息，但，
不知是我多心，还是太担心，
还是不放心。

对不起，总觉得我忽略了你。。
别担心，你早已是我生命中无可毁灭的烙印，
深深刻在我心里，
那无法取代，
我最爱的偶像：）

猫，

回家了吗？
回家了记得早点休息。。
这几天，你累坏了吧。
为了它，值得吗？

总是因为我，你受尽委屈、难过、痛苦。
你难受的时候，
我却什么都做不到。
只能眼睁睁，
听你急促的呼吸。

我哭，
只是因为担心你　：）

但别忘了，我笑，
也是因为你。

多笑哦！因为，
纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容。

ズユィエト

Johnnys' are SAVED from Tsunami and Earthquake

2011-03-12T18:29:00.000-08:00

Save

Ryosuke Yamada (evacuated, Save with Co.Stars, in hospital)
Yuri Chinen (evacuated, Save with Co. Stars)
Yuma Nakayama (evacuated, Save with Co.Stars/his sister Nana is fine)
Kazunari Ninomiya (Save by VS Staff/but still in Odaiba, FujiTV say Arashi is Fine)
Masaki Aiba (Save by VS Staff, save by VS and Barbender/his family is save, too/his home burn/now hear he was filming Barbender and is save by them, FujiTV say Arashi is Fine)
Jin Akanashi (Save by Backdancer Lizzy)
Jun Matsumoto (Save by VS Staff/ but still in Odaiba, Fuji TV say Arashi is Fine)
Sho Sakurai (Save by VS Staff/ but still in Odaiba, Fuji TV say Arashi is Fine)
Satoshi Ohno (Save by VS Staff/ but still in Odaiba, Fuji TV say Arashi is Fine)
Ryo Nishikido (Save by Staff for Dorama, some information say he isn´t save, but Johnny´s say Ryo is Save)
Yuya Tegoshi (Save by Staff for Dorama, hear he hurt his hand)
Taisuke Fujigaya (Save by Staff, Dorama)
Hiromutsu Kitayama (Save by Staff, Dorama)
Junnosuke Tageuchi (Save by Staff, Dorama)
Kouchi Domoto (Save by Staff)
Hiroki Uchi (Save)
Kazuya Kamenashi (Save by fans and Staff)
Yuta Nakajima (save, minor injured on his hand)
Kei Inoo (his Mother say he is allright, save with Hikaru and Tackey)
Kota Yabu (save, injured)
Subaru Shibutani (Save by Johnny´s)
Go Morita (Save by Johnny´s, his family is save, house glass broke)
Masayuki Sakamoto (Save by Johnny´s)
Hiroshi Nagano (Save by Johnny´s)
Yoshihiko Inohara (Save by Johnny´s, his family is save)
Ken Miyake (Save by Johnny´s)
Junichi Okada (Save by Johnny´s)
Daiki Arioka (save, minor injured in hospital)
Toma Ikuta (he was in Osaka, is Save)
Yamashita Tomohisa (his dog is in hospital/ house is devormed, his sister say he is fine, Family Yamashita all are ok, hear he had a car accident)
Ueda Tatsuya (house is devormed, guitarist say he is ok, hear he had a collapse, but now is ok)
Tanaka Koki (confirmed by siblings, his brother is fine, too)
Yuichi Nakamaru (save)
Yuya Matsushita
Tsuyoshi Domoto (Save by Staff)
Hideaki Takizawa (Endless Shock Staff say all fine, save with Hikaru and Kei)
Koyama Keiichiro (Save)
Shigeaki Kato (Save)
Senga Kento
Miyata Toshiya
Wataru Yokoo
Yuta Tamamori
Takashi Nikaido
Shingo Murakami (Save by Johnny´s)
You Yokoyama (Save by Staff)
Shota Yasuda (Save by Staff)
Ryuhei Maruyama (Save by Johnny´s)
Tadayoshi Okura (Save by Staff)
Katori Shingo (Save)
Ryutaro Morimoto (Save, Shintaro is unknow)
Keito Okamoto (Save, nothing idea what is with Kenichi or his Mom)
Hikaru Yamomote (house in Sendai is totally finished, save with Tackey and Kei, Hikaru lost his home in Tsunami, nothing know what happen with his family)
Tatsuya Yamaguchi (Save by Johnny´s)
Shigeru Joshima (Save by Johnny´s)
Taichi Kokubun (Save by Johnny´s)
Masahiro Matsuoka (Save by Johnny´s, minor injured)
Tomoya Nagase (Save by Johnny´s, minor injured, is now fine)
Yugo Koichi (Save by Staff)
Kento Nakajima (Save by Staff)
Fuma Kikuichi (Save by Staff)
Hokuto Matsumura (Save by Staff)
Juri Tanaka (Save)
Yuma Sanda (Save)
Kusano (Save by his own)
Yoshihiro Yodogawa
Kazuyori Fujie (his father say on Twitter all from the Family are ok)
Akun Igo
Daisuke Ishigaki (he is save)
Hiromi Goto
Mizuki Inoue (Save)
Masahiro Nakai
Kumira Takuya
Tsuyoshi Kusanagi
Gorou Inagaki
Higashimayama Noriyuki (save in Osaka)
Ryota Uesata (he say by his own on Twitter he is Ok)
Jesse Lewis
Rikito Murata
Yuya Takaki (save, it´s was a rumor. In Japan he wasn´t missing)
Tsubasa Imai (save, it´s was a rumor. In Japa he wasn´t missing)
Takahisa Masuda (save)

*Some Jr. are saved by Endless Shock Staff, M.A.D. and an other with M I forget the name, sorry but their are save, too.

Not Confirmed

Ryosuke Hashimoto
Yuya Otsuka
Aoi Chino
Daiki Shigeoka
Shota Totsuka
Shota Watanabe
Masahiro Nakai
Kento Nakajima
Tatsuya Fukasawa
Koichi Goseki
Ryuhei Maruyama
Tomohiro Kamiyama
Ryo Hashimoto
Sakayu Kimura
Shingo Katori
Aoi Okada
Bunichi Hamanaka
Ryo Masuda
Shinpei Takemoto
Tatsuya Yamaguchi
Yuki Haba
Ryoichi Tsukada
Casey Takeshi Anderson
Tsuyoshi Kusanagi
Masashi Ito
Junichi Okada
Shigeru Joshima
Taichi Kokubun
Tomoya Nagasa
Yoshihiko Inohara
Keigo Hagiya
Gorou Inagaki
Akito Kiriyama
Shintaro Kishimoto
Yoshihiro Yodogawa
Toshiya Miyata
Masahiro Kikuoka
Kunta Yamasaki
Hikaru Iwamoto
Ryuta Muro
Jesse Lewis
Kentaro Yasui
Nozomu Kotaki
Ryusei Fujii
Takahiro Hamada
Tatsuki Muro
Rikito Murata
Yuto Shingaki
Junta Nakama
Yuki Nozawa
Daichi Nakata
Ryohei Abe
Kazuyori Fujiie
Kei Kurita
Daisuke Ishigaki
Daisuke Sakuma
Yuki Haba
Fumito Kawai
Mizuki Inoue
Taiga Kyomoto
Shoki Morohoshi
Kento Senga
Ryota Miyadate
Reia Nakamura
Kenichi Okamoto
Matchy
Shontenai
Shintaro Morimoto

Source by http://johnnyarashifangirl.blogspot.com/2011/03/johnnys.html

*Taguchi Junnosuke is heard fine and saved :)

Hopefully pray others will be fine..

Songs that i like recently ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-03-06T22:03:00.000-08:00

1st! From my 1st female idol~
Jolin Tsai

无言以对 Nothing Left to Say

張芸京

春泥

周杰倫

说了再见

Shayne Ward
No Promises

I love, to listen to your voice..
The best song, is your voice :)
Do you willing, to sing only for me forever?

ETERNAL AKANISHI JIN

2011-02-27T04:54:00.000-08:00

I just can't believe what i am watching now.. JIN! The BEST SONG from my favourite idol! JIN AKANISHI :)
u did a greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat job :)
u're just so handsome and this song just so so touched T^T
Love you JIN :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAME-CHAN!!　お誕生日おめでと

2011-02-24T07:08:00.000-08:00

お誕生日おめでと！！
嬉ねー
今日わあなたの誕生日です。四年が、私あなた誕生日祝う。
早いね、時間わ。

亀梨君、がんばて！ずっとあなたの事わ好きです！
ト、
愛してるよ～

100 POST :)

2011-02-24T06:49:00.000-08:00

Yay the first 100 post of my blog! Quite proud to say, i didn't give up blogging and become the 2nd most viewed web of mine. February exams OVER. Hooray! Well, 3 subjects of Science completely screw me up. Biology once the subject that i love the most turn into the hardest among of them. Next will be Physics and so on Chemistry. Easiest? hahaa i think all are average :) I still remember before exam week, my friends keep on come to my house and group study XD I missed that moment so much, especially Sejarah (History). Pengoncang Dunia and Libau always come to my mind when i study about Sejarah HAHA.
Asking for delivery McD, taking pictures for contact phones and lots. Love you guys, Chye, Jovyn and Kerxin ♥
I ♥ COKE

Besides that, taking pictures with sis at fitting room :)

oh my..the shirts thrown everywhere D:

so hope this will be our school's uniform D':

Make upsssss with sis and i look sucks with make ups D:

and NEXT is ME !!

and my BEST present :)

Thanks, today is a nice day :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Yes Or No ♥♥♥♥

2011-02-21T04:16:00.000-08:00

What to say? I just so love this tomboy XD
SUPPORT TRUE LOVE ♥
Tina(Kim) looks so gorgeous *Q* my new idol right now! :)
And..this is my first Thailand idol ♥

TINA ROCKS :)

Tina's smile :)

~♥♥Tina♥♥~

Wish u're here

Valentine's

♥

Mooooo

JIN AKANISHI SEASON

Mon Amour ♥

NEXT . STOP

Working :)

Loveeesss :)

2011 ♥

thyeway is cute

Penang ~ The forever memories.

♥

星を追う子ども

追逐繁星的孩子星を追う子ども

Hello December!

Aristocrat ♕

Aristocrat

A sad day.

Puppies ♥

SMILEE

All about AKAME ♥

依然愛你

没有你的日子，倒数60天。

FINALLY.

ポニーテールとシュシュ

Stress arr

什么样的女孩才是真正爱你的人？

珍惜

Strawberry :)

RENOVATION soon :')

Red is ♥

Shogun @ Pyramid!

What a day.

I don't feel the same

Trials.

no promises...

无助

Last activity of Chinese Society! ♥

Hmmp! :)

送给最美丽的她～

MINI JAPAN FESTIVAL~

お誕生日おめでとう, 赤西仁 ♥

Bored :/

WHITE ♡♡♡♡♡♡

Tell me why :(

Chinese Society One Day Camp 2011 ♥

我想我不會愛你

Loves between YOU & I

Akame ♥

EXAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Mascara lover ♡

喵～

Sleepy~

妥協

私わ、副会長です！！

DOMO ♥ ♥

Again

两个你 ：）

Johnnys' are SAVED from Tsunami and Earthquake

Songs that i like recently ♥ ♥ ♥

无言以对 Nothing Left to Say

張芸京

春泥

周杰倫

说了再见

ETERNAL AKANISHI JIN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAME-CHAN!! お誕生日おめでと

100 POST :)

Yes Or No ♥♥♥♥

两个你：）

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAME-CHAN!!　お誕生日おめでと